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I don’t want to fall asleep.
I don’t want to have nightmares about Brian.
I don’t want to wake up crying.

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And she sank so far into the sadness that consumed her life that she eventually began to mistaken it for normalcy.

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Years.
Months.
Weeks.
Days.
Minutes.
My Angel got his wings on 
June 18, 2011.
The heavens shone bright with an extra star.
But I did not even crack a smile.
June 19th 2011 Father’s Day-
While I lay in my bed taking a nap, before we headed to a BBQ and pool party, my world was beginning its unraveling. 
I woke up to my phone buzzing and upon seeing that it was Brian’s mom calling I laughed and answered thinking it was a pocket dial. 
It was not his mom speaking.
It was his dad, who seemed more somber than usual. 
Our conversation was 17 seconds long. 
Al-” hello Sara”
 Me- “hi! How are you??” 
Al- “we’ll, I’ve had better fathers days… Sara, there’s no easy way to say this. Brian is… Brian’s is dead.”
Just like that my heart stopped and my world fell like broken glass all around me. 
The birds that were chirping outside my window were silent. All I could hear was myself breathing and then nothing. 
I walked into the kitchen where my
 Mom was making pasta and stared at her. She asked what was wrong and all that came out was ” he’s dead. He’s gone. He’s gone forever” 
And then I collapsed. The next two weeks were a blur. I didn’t eat, I didn’t sleep. I read his letters and I screamed.
Some days I replay that day in my head constantly, I think about how oblivious I was to think everything would be fine, I think about how it felt when my stomach fell through the floor hearing myself say the words that sounded like a bad dream.
It’s been two years but it still feels like yesterday.

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2. 24. 104. 730. 1,051,200.

Years.
Months.
Weeks.
Days.
Minutes.

My Angel got his wings on
June 18, 2011.
The heavens shone bright with an extra star.


But I did not even crack a smile.

June 19th 2011 Father’s Day-

While I lay in my bed taking a nap, before we headed to a BBQ and pool party, my world was beginning its unraveling.
I woke up to my phone buzzing and upon seeing that it was Brian’s mom calling I laughed and answered thinking it was a pocket dial.
It was not his mom speaking.
It was his dad, who seemed more somber than usual.
Our conversation was 17 seconds long.
Al-” hello Sara”
Me- “hi! How are you??”
Al- “we’ll, I’ve had better fathers days… Sara, there’s no easy way to say this. Brian is… Brian’s is dead.”

Just like that my heart stopped and my world fell like broken glass all around me.
The birds that were chirping outside my window were silent. All I could hear was myself breathing and then nothing.
I walked into the kitchen where my
Mom was making pasta and stared at her. She asked what was wrong and all that came out was ” he’s dead. He’s gone. He’s gone forever”
And then I collapsed. The next two weeks were a blur. I didn’t eat, I didn’t sleep. I read his letters and I screamed.

Some days I replay that day in my head constantly, I think about how oblivious I was to think everything would be fine, I think about how it felt when my stomach fell through the floor hearing myself say the words that sounded like a bad dream.

It’s been two years but it still feels like yesterday.

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Lisa…Brian’s ex/ baby’s mom

Told Brian’s mom that I need to just get over Brian. She can fuck off. I had a different relationship with Brian than she did. I never cheated on him (like she did 4 different times.) I never told him to “go ahead and join the army” because jack would be “better off without him”.. Sometimes she irritates me so much..
Some people should just not speak.

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disneydear:

I will never let myself scroll past a picture of Walt and not reblog it. I feel like I’d be dishonoring him, and he’s just done so much for me that it’s just not right.

Mr. Disney

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Bless this man for enriching my childhood.

People who don’t reblog this

DISHONOR

DISHONOR ON YOUR WHOLE FAMILY

DISHONOR ON YOU

DISHONOR ON YOUR COW

dude if i didnt reblog then i would be dishonouring him he IS part of my family ._.

the creator of our childhood c:

i scrolled past and all of you made me feel bad so i had to scroll back up and reblog argh ily walt

^ pretty much

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Hide and Seek Alone

Playing hide-and-seek-alone is quite popular in various parts of Asia. Those who have tried it report that it actually works and that they felt their lives were threatened.

You will need:

  • A doll with legs. (The doll serves as a place for the spirit to enter, therefore it is advised that you not use a human doll or a doll that you really like because there is a great chance that the spirit will not leave the doll.)
  • Rice (The spirit that eats this offering is said to grow stronger)
  • Red thread (This symbolizes blood and acts of restraint)
  • Something from your body (Fingernails are the most commonly used, but some use their own blood, skin, hair, etc. Don’t use someone else’s body parts or else it becomes a curse.)
  • Weapon (Something to stab the doll with so that you can anger it. Real knives are dangerous, so most people use pencils or needles.)
  • Salt water or alcohol (Without this, the game won’t end. This material is used to get rid of the spirit.)
  • Hiding place 
  • A name (Giving the spirit a name is the most powerful thing a human can give. Names give spirits great power.)

Step 1: Cut the doll and replace its insides with rice. 

Step 2: Place something from your body into the doll. 

Step 3: Wrap the doll with the red thread thread as if to hinder it. 

Step 4: In a bathroom, pour water into a large washbasin and find some place to hide. 

Step 5: Place a cup of salt water in the place before starting the game. 

To play:

Step 1: Start at 3 A.M. because that is the time when spirits are most active

Step 2: Give the doll a name 

Step 3: When the clock strikes three, close your eyes and say “First tagger is (doll name)!” three times. (If you’re talking to the doll, you must talk sternly.)

Step 4: Go to the bathroom and place the doll in the washbasin. 

Step 5: Turn off all the lights

Step 6: Close your eyes and count to ten. Ready your your weapon and head to the bathroom. Go to the doll and say “I found you (doll name)!” and stab the doll. Afterward, close your eyes again and say “Now (doll name) is it!” three times

Step 7: Place the weapon next to the doll and go to your hiding place. You MUST lock the door as well as all other doors and windows.

Step 8: Drink the salt water, but do not swallow or spit it out. The salt water will protect you from the spirit. 

To end:

When you want to end the game, take any leftover salt water or alcohol and find the doll. Keep in mind that the doll may not be in the bathroom and there have been instances of it being outside. When you find the doll,  Spray the salt water in your mouth on the doll and do the same with the excess water you have left. Close your eyes and shout “I win! I win! I win!” The spirit in the doll will give up and and the game ends. It is advised to dispose of the doll by burning it. 

Important:

  • Keep the game under two hours. After two hours, the spirit in the doll will be too strong to be removed.
  • You must play alone. The more people there are, the higher the chances of someone getting possessed.
  • Don’t go outside
  • When hiding, BE SILENT
  • Turn off all electronics before starting
  • When running away, DO NOT LOOK BACK. Also, don’t fall asleep while playing. The doll might stab you. 
  • When discovered by the doll, you can get a small wound or even get possessed. If found by the doll, be careful because your weapon will be somewhere on the floor or in your pocket.
  • After the game is over, it is important to lean up properly. Be sure to put salt in every corner of the house, especially places where you put the doll and where you found it. Salt is said to scare away spirits. 

People who have played have reported some of the following events that usually take place while playing:

  • TV changing channels on its own
  • Perfectly normal lights flickering 
  • Doors opening and closing
  • Hearing the sound of laughter

hide and seek with a doll more like hELL FUCKING NO

All aboard the nope train to fuck that ville.

BUT WHY

Why do I feel like this is a Winchester training exercise?

Why would you even want to try that. Real or not? It just sounds like a bad idea. Fuck that

How bout a big bag of fuck that shit

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